i miss being a kid :/

I sincerely love kids..because with their eyes i see the real happiness.. ^^
i miss the days when i use to think that i can do anything and be anything and see everything;
when i use to believe that everyone loved me unconditionally; when school was fun; when i believe that LiFE was beautiful and pain did not exist unless i fell off my bike, when i thought love is everywhere and life would never end....♣
but then we grow up..

i miss being a KiD.....


sadness...........o_o

REST DAY..

it feels so good..to wake up in the morning with the sun rays from your window and kissing your face...
it's like the world is waking you up and greeting you a sweet morning..i woke up with a smile..but i didn't get out of the bed..i just went pee and go jump back to my bed and hide under the cover..i feel the coldness of the morning breeze..i cuddled my favorite pillow..and try to go back to sleep..but i remembered that i got a new book that i bought last night from national bookstore in trinoma..i went straight there from work since i always passing trinoma going home. I bought two books..the one is "a walk to remember" by nicholas sparks and the other one is "stainless longganisa" by Bob Ong..so it would be balance..i bought a foreign book and the other one is a local book..that we should be proud of, we have so many good writer in the Philippines it's just that many of the Filipino people think it's "BADUY" or "CORNY"  to read those local books..but for me any book weather it was local or best seller book..as long as i'm learning from it and touch my heart and soul..i would read it..i really LOVE reading though.
i get my book (stainless longganisa by : BO) under my pillow and starting reading it from the page where i stopbefore i dozed off last night ..and while reading it..my eyes are starting to shut down again, so i put the book beside me and went back to sleep again..i feel so relax..that i can sleep and rest as long as i want,that i don't need to wake up early, take a bath that i really hate to do (haha..esp. when it's cold) just to go to work..it gives me headache everytime..i hate it more than i hate school back when i was just a student.
it's 1:00 PM when i get back in reality..i went down stairs and i'm suprised that our neighbors were inside our house and chatting with Mom..they greeted me good morning and i just smiled..i didn't greet 'em back coz i havent brush my teeth yet..they might die.. *laugh*. but i know my smile is enough..cause SMILING is so hard for me to do when ive just woke up..it's really an effort.. haha..then after i ate my lunch..they all went home to take a bath..haha..thats the time i understand why i smell something fishy... :D
and mom went up stairs to take a nap..so i watch TV..cinema one ofcourse..and afte one movie..i get my book again and finished reading it outside our house..and after that i open the computer and blog what happened to the REST of my DAY today. :) it's not yet done..there will be a celebration of my cousin's birthday tonight..my mom thinks our house is a function hall..most of the occassions are celebrated in our house. haaaay..hahaha!.. but it's fun! my mom is just that KIND-HEARTED person..thats why she was always taken for granted by other people. but i love her! soO much..! <3 as much as i love dad!..
that's all for now..
if your day wasnt good...just wait for the night to come..it might be something nice :D

i don't know

actually i don't know what to say..i just want to write a blog..

but i don't know what to write about..hmm..i'm so tired from work..

that's all i guess :p

maybe next time i'll be blogging a much more interesting topic.. :)

ahay!..

take care blogger..and reader...God bless us all!

MY message to my dear RICO YAN

DEAR Mr. Rico Yan,corics, our "Mr. Dimples" ,

For the past 9years i never stop admiring you and never stop thinking of you.

I want you to know that i will never stop to say THANK YOU for the 27 years that you have shared your LIFE to the world.

THANK YOU for keeping us inspired by your memories, you never fail to make us SMILE everytime we look at your pictures and see those irresistable DIMPLES on that angelic face..

maybe your not here with us anymore..but i know it's just your BODY that was gone and not what you have done.

THANK YOU because of you i gain new friends who also LOVED you and still LOVING you.

i know that life must goes on..and we have to move on..but in moving on i will not forget you..

i will keep you in my heart until the last day of my life.

while i am living my life in this world i will bear in mind all the things that i've learned from you.

by your death many eyes had opened. one thing i've learned from you was that LIFE is SHORT..(it's just for letters..hehe) kidding aside...

weather you're rich or poor, famous or not..when it's time for you to go..it will happen, MONEY can't stop it..

so it's better to live life to it's fullest..show your love to everyone esp. to your family and friends..

*do good things while you still have chance.

*say the word "i love you" while you still have your voice for them to hear it.

*hug your love ones while you still have your arms to do it.

*smile while you still have teeth to show (toothless are exempted :D)

*do whatever you can do while you still have the LIFE..and we should use it right..

because when our time come and its time for us to go..

it will be easy for us to leave when we know that what will be left are GOOD MEMORIES.

you become an actor not just to be famous but to inspired the world esp. the youth.

now that you're gone..i know your just up there and watching us down here...SMILING.

now that you're gone..i hope you won't get tired of being our guardian angel.. :)

THANK YOU FOR THE LIFE YOU LIVED WARRIOR RICO.

someday we will see you in heaven..(^_^)

There isn't an hour that goes by..close to a minute,

without the thought of you somewhere in it. ^^

oh..and thank you for visiting me in my dreams and for hugging me.. :)

this song is for you :

IN ANOTHER LIFETIME

I could hold on for a hundred years 

When all else is gone 

I would still be here 

In a memory of things yet unseen 

I'd remember all that we've never been 

And I cannot wait to see 

What life has in store for me 

[*] 

In another lifetime 

It would be forever 

In another world 

Where you and I 

Could be together 

In another set of chances 

I?d take the one?s I?d missed 

And make you mine 

If only for a time 

My life would matter 

In another life 

And I'd stay as strong and I'd stay as true 

And you'd have forever now to think it through 

Coz I believe what wasn't meant to be 

Wasn't meant for now and 

Someday you?ll see 

In a place and time we never know 

I'd be standing there waiting for you 

[*]

You would be mine 

But until that time is now 

I'd be holding on somehow 

But until that time 

I'll be holding onto forever 

Until another life

GOOD NIGHT SWEET PRINCE.. <3

RICARDO CARLOS CASTRO YAN

<3March 14, 1975 - + March 29, 2002 

thank you to YAN FAMILY

Mommy Sita

Daddy Robby

Ms. Geraldine 

Mr. Bobby Yan

and

Ms. Tina

for sharing your loving RICO YAN to all of us who loved him!!

God Bless us all! :)

finding way back home...

Many of us.. always wanted peace in our heart, mind, and soul..so our body can find REST as well..

but how can we achieve that..if reality tells us to STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! then after the hard works to finished your studies..you will face the real stage where you need to use what you have learned and act what the world tells you to be.. WORK! WORK! WORK!.. different people..different characters.. we're all actors and actresses in our own little movie called Life..

deprived from LiFE and HAPPiNESS. most of the time we're all wearing that game face that we almost forget who we really are..and what is the real mission that we need to pursue..

do you really know what GOD's purpose why he put you in this world?..

if you don't have time talking to him..if you are too busy to earn so much money to be the most rich and famous in this world..you don't care about other people..and think that you are the most powerful person in the universe..

you better think...

maybe YOU ARE LOST...LOST from the right path to eternity..

always remember that even how much MiLLioNs, billiOns, triLLions you will have..

you can never buy a ticket to heaven...

while you still have time..

do what makes you happy and do it without hurting anyone..

walk with GOD :) emulate him!..

he is the way, the truth, and the LiFE...

in his arms you will find the genuine rest and peace... (^_^)

I am honest to myself..that for the past 8months...i am LOST..

and now..i'm finding my way back home...back to our FATHER..our GOD.

AMEN...